Sunday morning..... not just another day

Waking up Sunday morning, Valentine's day....
My two special Valentine's far away....
Enjoying time together at a swim meet...
Mother and daughter time, a nice Valentine treat...

Me and the boys are home for the day...
Watching the Olympics and the cat and dog play...
Wondering what we will eat...
For our Valentine treat...

Swim strong, swim fast...
And then at last...
You will be back with the one's that you miss...
Waiting to give you a Valentine's kiss...

Wishing Gini and Hannah a Happy Valentine's Day...
We love you both from far, far away...

Bill, Connor and Garrin... xo

Moving forward

Moving forward...... I have lived my life "one day at a time" for so long I feel like I have lost site of why.... I have become numb to the expression and lost site of why I need to live this way.... I need to take that first step again after hitting a bottom, a very different bottom this time but one that was just as destructive to myself and those around me... My bottom.. such a funny expression!! From this day forward I again, live my life "one day at a time", heal myself and help those I hurt while I was on my destructive path.. I can only hope those I hurt can forgive and take that step with me. I have again found that place in me that knows how to love, smile and enjoy what my life has to offer... The Bill that went missing is back....

My goal for this blog and the reason I want to blog..... is to help me keep it real, in print for all to see... I want to be held accountable to myself. I am my own best enabler... Please follow along if you would like, see the dark side of addiction, hate and self destruction.. and see the bright side of love, life and laugh.. this is the side I cling to and look forward to living in forever at all costs....

XO - me

Another day.....

I think I will start living my life.... today.

Stay tuned.