Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy Valentines Day!!

To my gorgeous wife....
I have struggled with what to start my blog with.. the very first post, I have so much to say to so many people.. Do I start with me, making it all about me.. addictions, obsessive compulsive disorders the real truth about Bill, my life.. what makes Bill.. Bill. I keep mulling in my head exactly what to say and how to say it and I have decided to save this post for my second post.
This post is for my wife, Gini.. a woman I married so many years ago. Married at a time when I thought I could not love someone as much as I loved her.. You brought me the true meaning of me. You saw what others did not, you let me be me and excepted me for who I was. You said to me years ago, during one of my I really do not give a shit about anything days.. just another day in the life of bill.. plain and simple.. I always loved you for saying that to me... I heard so many lines like this during my recover and self discovery.. one day at a time, denial is not a river in Egypt, I'm a friend of bill.. bumper stickers and key chains that tell the world you have issues, worn like a badge of honor.. Yours hit home, just another day in the life of Bill...
A day filled with you... my wife.
On this day, Valentines.. I start my blog... with a picture I walk by every day and see US. The beginning of our married life. A life I will share on this blog, Another day in the life of Bill. I love you, Gini. Happy Valentines Day... Love, love, love.......
Me